Feeling of sharing

The feeling of "sharing" 4 years ago is coming back. What i need to do is just endure it.

Sumpah sedey gila, sentap, tak okay, n sort of. Raya kedua org suma kua nan bf / gf, berdua tapi dia nak ajak aku kua bertiga ? Sorry i'm not interested.

Dia cakap nak jaga aty aku, okay my pleasure. jgn bwk kak lang jmpa aku. that's all.

Memang aku tpu pn bila aku ckp aku ok apa suma. Suma sebab aku tamo gado dah nan dia. Kalau aku ckp aku tak ok, sumpah akan gado lg. Just pretend to be okay. Hati saket takpa, jgn risiko kan relation yg aku syg.

Now duk rumah terlentang terkangkang terbongkang. :)